Fate, it is.

You know when you like this guy/girl, you always wanted to do things with him/her right. But always for some reasons, you just dont have the opportunity to do so. Eg: watching a movie together, cooking together, sending her home, hoping that he will send you home this kind of things? It will makes you sad if you cant do it with the person. And just because you like the person, you will wait for him/her text, reply cautiously, looking forward if you are going on a date.

Let's say 2 years later you are over with this person and you happen to bump into each other and do the things that you always wanted to do with him/her 2 years back, the feeling is so different and to your surprise, you can handle it well!

Twinkle sent me to my dinner venue last night. The feeling is so different. I used to like him (For those who has been reading my blog, should know who is twinkle) and hoping that he will send me home with his vintage bike. But yesterday, without having any expectation, he offered to send me off. And this gave me something to ponder about.

What i can remember is.. 2 years ago when he sent me home, i was contemplating to hug him or not. Because he did not express himself if he like me or not and so i do not know what should i do. And i still can remember when he decide not meet me for the night, i flared.

But last night, i was just relaxing behind the bike and enjoy the speed of the bike. No hugging, just me holding on the handle. And just recently when we supposed to have lunch together.. i completely forget about it. It's a 2 different kind of reactions, behaviour.

It's funny isnt it. It's all about the time, the place and the people.

We are doing things that i was secretly wishing for him to do 2 years ago and I'm glad that i did not ruin our friendship if not i would never have this opportunity. What i have learnt for this is.. what's not yours at that moment, can be yours when time comes. It's just all about fate. Probably when you have lesser expectations in people, you will have lesser disappointment as well. :)

p/s: Yes, i drew the pictures above.

Oh, on a side note, below is the picture of a model which perfectly craved out the template of my kind of guy. The rugged look, the build, the smile, the shape of the face.. Perfect.