11:11 Make a wish, for you or for me

Once, i heard from my cousie that if you make a wish at 11:11, your wish will come true. I tried, but it doesnt work. So.. ive give up wishing at 11:11. LOL.

http://www.wikihow.com/Wish-at-11:11 (For those who doesnt know how to wish. But i did not try on this wishing method yet. LOLL.)

I remember when i was younger.. Probably like when im 10 and below, i made a wish. A wish to improve my family financial status. Guess what happen, my mum strikes lottery! :D Once i knew she struck lottery, i went up to my mum and told her that ive made a wish and the wish came true!

But.

She didnt recognise my effort for making the wish. In fact, she just brushed it off and say there's no such things. *BOO*

The truth is.. If you never place a bet, no matter how many wishes you wished for, will not happen. That applies to all. If you want to wish for world peace, then do something to improve world peace. If you wish for happiness, then fight hard for your happiness. If you wish to be rich, then work on a way that you will be rich in a healthy way.

More or less, reality sits in. I just read an article that someone says that everything in the world will change, except gravity. But i dont think so. I will choose reality. Gravity might just change when one day Mother Nature decides to resign. When she does that, reality comes in. -> "Face the fact, we are dying." Agree?

Often, people fight to survive but some just dont. They survive just because it was given to them, naturally. Dont appreciate anything, plainly just live their life until one fine day when shit happens, reality takes place, then they decide to do silly things like committing suicide or panick at every little thing.

Im a dreamer. But deep down, i still do aware that dreams will not carry you far when you dont action. So while i was dreaming about being the wealthiest woman in the world, dreaming about having this nice villa as my own property, i could tell that what i want from my dream. Once i woke up, it will be back to reality that i am just a makeup artist, a normal little girl. But i am thankful that i know how to differentiate what is a dream and what is reality. If not, i think i would have gone into states of depression when i woke up. LOL.

So often, i wished for having someone to love me. (Or the normal one will be everybody is healthy/happy. ) I always complain to MC and some other people that why there's no one loving me blah blah blah. (I know it just sound so loser) And what their reply was.. "It's you that doesnt accept it." =(

I have suitors, not alot but a handful of them. BUT, they just cant seems to make my heart skip a beat. And often, i find them not sincere enough. Probably they are just after for something but anyway, it's not gonna work. It doesnt mean that since im so in need of love, i should just grab one that comes along and get love from that guy. What about chemistry? What about happiness? So.. ive figured out that it's better to keep searching than simply settle down just for a reason. If not i'll probably end up in a sad r/s that im sure more rant posts will appear in my blog. :D

So now, my wish will be to have someone that i am happily in love with to love me. And he'll be my soulmate, my best friend, my mentor, my pillar till the day i die. :)

Looks like it's kinda heavy for a friday post. Shall stop now. Tomorrow is Anny's wedding and im the main bridesmaid. Im gonna be a busy beeeeee! :D

P/s: wanted to post pics but my lappie spoilt. =(
P/p/s: I need to wake up from a dream. Because in reality, this dream doesn even mean a single thing. It's just mutual benefits. Nothing more, nothing less. Keep walking Angie, one day you'll bump into someone that will embrace you of who you are, makes you giggle all day long, makes your heart skip a beat when you think of meeting him, makes you feel safe, protects you from any harm, makes you wanna have sex with him day and night. He'll be your everything that you ever want in love, in life. ;)