A quick post. (Though i promise to have pics but... can i have moreeee time plsssss)
Ha.
Anyway, was having lunch and my colleague and i saw alot of ppl ard raffles place area. Soooooo many ppl. Den suddenly, we heard music! N... The famous Mobile Dance was present. (I duno wat it call but yes, i decide to call it mob dance.)
Alil dissapointing as the one dat shown in youtube (Dance at the railway - sound of music) was a hit! But sg one.. so so only. Mayb they din use Sound of Music but still, it cheers everybody up alil. =)
And i saw sm one familiar. A familiar face dat i have not seen for the last few weeks. It does cheer me up alil out of my work-n-sch stress.
Have a gd weekend dudes!
Friday, October 23, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Distance and im alone
Hi everyone, im starting to blog again. Coz my theory exams are over and nw juz left the practical, portfolio. Those whois in my fb shld able to see my portfolio album and shld noe im kinda busy.
Apologies dat i have not been updating my beloved blog. I cant imagine y am i so heartless not to care abt it. But since nw theory is over, i shld resume my posting as frequently as possible. =)
Recently updates: (im bloggin in ofc so no pics. =( )
Financial: Struggling hard to pay sch fee, bills and everything. Anyone need makeup artist? Pls look for me~ lolz.
Family: Was ok. No time to talk to anyway. Everyday wen i came back, cuddle shishi for a while, i'll go bathe den go my room, fb alil and slp. My whole family went holiday n left me alone again. So, i practically have the hse all by myself. Alone.
Shishi: She's getting older as every sec passes by. It hurts my heart wen i c her reaction getting slower, walking slower and all she does nw is slp. Everyday, every single nite, i'll wake uphalfway n check on her whether she still breathing anot. I reali cant bear to c her pass away.
A mini updates on shishi's condition - She was ill a few weeks ago. Went to doc. Last yr, wen we bring her to c doc, doc says her heart is at 5 ( given a range 0 - 6, 6 is wher the dog says gd bye) N dis time wen we bring her to c doc, her heart is at 5plus le. Doc has inform us wat will happen wen she is going. Eg: slp who day long, no appetite, no energy. Wen she's gone, she lie ther wif all the poos n urine come out. N of coz, i cried wen i heard dat. But still, i have to let it go sm day. Juz on a one fine day wher my heart will b dead as well. Nw wat i dun wish to c most, will b poos n urine on her usual pillow dat she slp on.
Y so upset angie? She's juz a dog.
No. She's not juz a dog. She's my happiness, my love, my energy booster and my soulmate. Dis few yrs, hw many ups and down she has gone thru wif me. Always always acc me wen im sad, wen im crying. Always gives me her warmth wen i feel so damn cold towards the world. Her big round eyes always seems to tell me:"No worries my love, im here wif u and i'll always be. Forever." Such a reassuring love, such a selfless love. Nobody in dis world is giving me except her. Dat's y i love her so dearly, holding her so dearly to my heart. N she only play toy wif me. She'll nv take her toy and give to any of my family members. Nv b4. I dunno y.
My fren who trains rescue dog tells me:"Toys is v impt to dog and she's giving u to play wif her only. It means u r impt to her too." I noe dat she loves me n i noe she'll always be. And dat will be the only reason dat will stop me from going New York.
Career: Pretty much the same but am quitting in next yr apr to go new york to further my makeup skill. The only reason y im not goin will b Shishi. Bcoz i wan to be wif her till she breathe her last breath.
R/s: Stagnant. Distant. Precious and i practically has not been contacting each other. Im busy n so does he. I guess we have come a phase wher im like bf-less n he's like gf-less. Nothing much to comment abt bcoz there's no movement in dis r/s at dis pt of time. But it's not bothering me bcoz i reali have no time for all dis stuff at the moment.
Alil updates on self: I need love, i need warmth, i need hugs, i need kisses, i need care and concern. I need male hormones.
So, dat's abt it for a recent updates.
Love,
Angie
"Twinkle twinkle.. Soon.. will be a falling star if it dun shine enuff."
Apologies dat i have not been updating my beloved blog. I cant imagine y am i so heartless not to care abt it. But since nw theory is over, i shld resume my posting as frequently as possible. =)
Recently updates: (im bloggin in ofc so no pics. =( )
Financial: Struggling hard to pay sch fee, bills and everything. Anyone need makeup artist? Pls look for me~ lolz.
Family: Was ok. No time to talk to anyway. Everyday wen i came back, cuddle shishi for a while, i'll go bathe den go my room, fb alil and slp. My whole family went holiday n left me alone again. So, i practically have the hse all by myself. Alone.
Shishi: She's getting older as every sec passes by. It hurts my heart wen i c her reaction getting slower, walking slower and all she does nw is slp. Everyday, every single nite, i'll wake uphalfway n check on her whether she still breathing anot. I reali cant bear to c her pass away.
A mini updates on shishi's condition - She was ill a few weeks ago. Went to doc. Last yr, wen we bring her to c doc, doc says her heart is at 5 ( given a range 0 - 6, 6 is wher the dog says gd bye) N dis time wen we bring her to c doc, her heart is at 5plus le. Doc has inform us wat will happen wen she is going. Eg: slp who day long, no appetite, no energy. Wen she's gone, she lie ther wif all the poos n urine come out. N of coz, i cried wen i heard dat. But still, i have to let it go sm day. Juz on a one fine day wher my heart will b dead as well. Nw wat i dun wish to c most, will b poos n urine on her usual pillow dat she slp on.
Y so upset angie? She's juz a dog.
No. She's not juz a dog. She's my happiness, my love, my energy booster and my soulmate. Dis few yrs, hw many ups and down she has gone thru wif me. Always always acc me wen im sad, wen im crying. Always gives me her warmth wen i feel so damn cold towards the world. Her big round eyes always seems to tell me:"No worries my love, im here wif u and i'll always be. Forever." Such a reassuring love, such a selfless love. Nobody in dis world is giving me except her. Dat's y i love her so dearly, holding her so dearly to my heart. N she only play toy wif me. She'll nv take her toy and give to any of my family members. Nv b4. I dunno y.
My fren who trains rescue dog tells me:"Toys is v impt to dog and she's giving u to play wif her only. It means u r impt to her too." I noe dat she loves me n i noe she'll always be. And dat will be the only reason dat will stop me from going New York.
Career: Pretty much the same but am quitting in next yr apr to go new york to further my makeup skill. The only reason y im not goin will b Shishi. Bcoz i wan to be wif her till she breathe her last breath.
R/s: Stagnant. Distant. Precious and i practically has not been contacting each other. Im busy n so does he. I guess we have come a phase wher im like bf-less n he's like gf-less. Nothing much to comment abt bcoz there's no movement in dis r/s at dis pt of time. But it's not bothering me bcoz i reali have no time for all dis stuff at the moment.
Alil updates on self: I need love, i need warmth, i need hugs, i need kisses, i need care and concern. I need male hormones.
So, dat's abt it for a recent updates.
Love,
Angie
"Twinkle twinkle.. Soon.. will be a falling star if it dun shine enuff."
Monday, October 5, 2009
Announcement
Announcement Announcement.
Nope, it's not abt me getting married nor abt me shutting down my beloved blog. But it's an announcement from me to ur dat...
I'll b not able to blog till mayb end of OCT.
Sorry peeps. Tooooooooo buuuuusssssyyyyyyy~~ Reali, i dun even have time to slp already. So~ sorry peeps, i promise (which i seldom promise ppl) dat once my own entire stuff is done, i'll upload beautiful beautiful pics n lotsa information for ur. :)
Loves,
The busy till gonna die Angie.
Nope, it's not abt me getting married nor abt me shutting down my beloved blog. But it's an announcement from me to ur dat...
I'll b not able to blog till mayb end of OCT.
Sorry peeps. Tooooooooo buuuuusssssyyyyyyy~~ Reali, i dun even have time to slp already. So~ sorry peeps, i promise (which i seldom promise ppl) dat once my own entire stuff is done, i'll upload beautiful beautiful pics n lotsa information for ur. :)
Loves,
The busy till gonna die Angie.
